The Ups & Downs of Being A Mother, Wife and Woman.

Dream A Little Dream


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Do all parents covet sleep like me or am I the only one? My bedtime is the most precious and valuable thing to me besides my family of course.

Last night, I chose to see a late movie making the burden of babysitting easier on my husband. At nightime, the two-year old is definitely asleep so my husband really only has to watch over the infant.

My biggest problem with this is the fact that the time I went was my PRIME sleeping time. My son still wakes up once in the night and it’s between 1-5am. He’s usually up for the day from 5-6am on. What I’m trying to say is that my sleep from 1am on is interupted and very short.

Will I ever be able to go to the movies again without a babysitter? Sometimes I just want to be myself, not a mother or wife but me and go to a movie. With the price of lost sleep to venture out it seems hardly worth the big hassle and effort.

I need to remember that these years with my children are short and more important than trivial things like movies or SLEEP. I wonder why we were designed to sleep at all.

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